man...
not talking for 40 hrs very hard...
esp since its the weekend... so hard... but its for a good cause.. so :D cumon sponsor me...
my goal is 120-160... i got 101 so far...
well since i cant talk.. i decided to write stuff out.. well really type.. but wateva..
im going emo here -_- im like tlaking to myself.... and man..
when i was playing basketball.. couldnt say anything... i cant even call for the ball -_- so damnn hard... i played so badly..
but still we won by 2 points :D so thats good.. if we win our next game we make it into the finals or sometihng like that...
but i have to confess... because during basketball.. i was about to throw the ball to my teammate... right... well she turned her back on me and i accidentally said her name >.<
but so far.. i have not said a word yet...
i swear im talking to myself... ppl talk to me and i reply them in my head.. so i make my own convo in my head... so sad.. emo.. isolation!!
also right.. at b ball they didnt know that i couldnt talk... so they were like tlaking to me... and all i could do was like nod... or shake my head..
Lauren asked me how i was and all i did was put my thumbs up -_- so terrible.. wat happens if some people think im like ignoring them or something...
well anyway enough bout 40 hrs famine... only like another 20 hrs.... or like 16 but wateva..
even tho im on msn.. i cant reply... i cant even text people or call ppl... its kinda like technology but different...
i rck talking is harder so i changed :D i started at 8pm on friday..
and after fungus... man.. all you losers tried to make me talk...
esp JERUSHA HO!!! audrey, isaac, shaun, daniel and gabriel also kinda tried... but jerusha ho is the gayest... well anyway..
they all failed to make me talk so i win :D lol...
well anyway seriously imma stop talking bout that...
for some reason the past weeks.. i have been playing with my guitar alot... even tho i suk!! like alot.. seriously.... and i havnt touched my guitar for like months...
well anyway... so yea.. ive been playing alot of guitar...
at first i wanted to play becuase if i do technologhy for the 40 hrs famine.. i would have nothing to do.. so i got some chords for a few songs...
dont call me like gay or lame...
but i also started playing guitar again because i wanted to learn a few jonas brothers song.. but i failed like terribly... then i tried miley cyrus.. then just tried random songs that i think would be easy to play on the guitar... but none of them were...
so the only song i can play now is like one...
but im still practising.. :D
practise make perfect...
OMGOODNESS!!! i no i already said this but...
the jonas brother new album came out!! itsss sooo gooooddd!!
but it has one really gay song on it.. and when i say gay..
i mean like actually gay... its suks so much.. but yea other then that.. its good :D
i also got another album during the week :D its the CAMP ROCK ALBUM!!!
it owns all! demi lovato and joe jonas!! good pair..
LOL btw did u know nick jonas is offically going out with selena gomez :D
well anyway....
u know how i asked audrey to recomend me books...
she gave me this book and another one.. but i deicded to read this first.. i started last friday the 8th of the 8th :D

well right.. its been a whole week and im still not even half way through.. im only like on page 202.... so sad... but i have a reason for taking so long...
its because i stopped readin that book to read this other book.. ite actually quite good :D but really really REALLY bad ending

anyways..
gotta go do something more intresting now.. like eat grapes.. -_- or at least do something far far away from the comp..coz some gay people trying to make me talk on msn... esp tanya who wants me to play tetris
tata..
have a good week :D